and i know i have to say this, cos i really cant keep it inside and cry it out all alone and let you know nothing bout it. i really hesitated before i dump and abandon that present. you just dont know how long it took me to just wrap it up, save money and buy it and actually bother to go out late at night just choosing it. yet, its not appreciated. who knows how it feels like? the kinda feeling, where you stabb straight into my heart and pretended you did nothing, acting like as if you dont give a damn and you just dont have time. but after sooo much that i have said, do you actually understand? i thought you would take some initiative to get back, but no? fine, like what my yoges-gor said. you gotta move on in life if you really had made up you mind, no use wasting time there. you never know cos whens theres a lost, theres a gain.