just finised my abalone meal dinner again. zz. ppl are telling me im rich when im not. i just dont see why my dad had to force me to finish up totally something that i dislike even though it may be exorbitant. well, look, its barely just a spongy fishball-liked thing. i would rather eat a week of nuggets than rather eating that thing okay? hmm, but honestly, maybe i still prefer sharkfin. haha. i wonder what's up with my dad cooking those stuff these days. trying to experiment something if im not wrong yeah? rawr, better not anymore! im dying of that. haha. who knows maybe its just poisonous! okay, then maybe i should be dead by now. i be glad so. anw, i do hope that my addict and urge for eating nuggets doesnt grow anymore cos im really freaking out at the rate im eating now. the nugget posioned has successfully been planted into guoyi!! gosh, help me. does anyone know of a hotline to dail if you are under nuggets eating disorder? maybe i can built a rehabilation centre and be the consultant myself. (: haha.

whee, im mood-swinging again. and im reallllllyyyyy apologetic bout that. SORRIE. i cant help it, i really cant. PMS. )): i know i shouldnt have showed attitude these days, all act like as if im a depressed fellow. maybe i shouldnt have been a moment angry, and the other moment irritated. i should just stay cheerful and make the ppl around me smile and stay happy! that's RETARDED MARIA WU'S job rmb? (:

okay, im not exactly happy at my own results of HCL and CHEM today. rather sucky. cos its like, one mark to an A, an A2 at least for CHEM. and HCL?! i should be happy for scoring an A2 in 41984351billion years but apparently, for a perfectionist like me, im never contented. im just aiming higher for myself, adding on burden and giving myself my stress. cmon, i know i can survive and can do it! (:

things been happening every second. when old problems sink and be forgotten or are solved, new ones arise again. for this month, i think im really gonna face a big one and is still looking for a solution. haha. hais. now im getting used to it. like what munyee has mentioned, (or maybe her grandma mentioned) cest la vie, this is how life goes. guoyi, learn to face the fact. life's soooo full of obstacles you gotta cross, but think again, someone's gonna be at the end of the obstacle to congratulate you then, or perharps, that friend of yours is just rigth beside you always to secretly help you cross it. haha. (: