maybe im thinking of the wrong person now. maybe its not right. maybe i shouldnt miss that fella at all. cmon, its more than a year back since i last been to the playground, where it used to be my favourite hang out. its been more than 2 years since i last been to the shopping centre where my first date is at. HA. well, i had just been to both these places recently to get some of those feelings back and see how they are now. surprisingly, they remained as vivid as ever even though everything there might have changed totally. but i knwo what im doing now. hmm, its hard, so hard to describe how it feels like. and even if i honeslty said it out, who would believe? ppl will think that im stupid and mad. i dont ask for anyone's understanding, i just want one person to trust me.