Two nights in a row already. Mom called to vent her anger on me. Claimed that I dont love her I dont miss her and I dont care about her just because I didnt call her to ask her how she is and hows her day. I admit, somedays I am so tired or busy that it'll slipped my mind. In her words, I am no longer that fillial daughter who will phone her thrice a day. Yeah, I hardly have any topic to share with her now. All awkward conversations because she never supported me in whatever I do anyway, so whats the point? Today decided not to keep quiet over the line so I rebutted. Yes, she scolded more for my 丁嘴 but sometimes I guess its just necessary for her to know. Really dont wanna entertain her emotions anymore.
By the way, she said something v interesting...
你是不是觉得我很烦? 你不要忘记, 你还需要我的钱来养你!
Couldn't help but wonder if its true anymore... times have changed and she has no idea... maybe she needs to see it for herself that she's no longer the boss around.
God is my refuge and my provider.
I know I'll be able to do it if I choose to leave. Even if I dont make it, I trusted God!
I reject those hurtful words. All lies from the evil one.
Learning to respond in love and prayer.
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