Its really late and I need to be up early for lab experiments which i haven't prepared.
but let me take some time to just write...
i thought i was ok. what's new right? my usual immediate response is always the facade. so i know things would start to surface as i finally settle into my room and now staring into this screen.
right now, i don't think i am freaking out... but more like there were so many so many images in my mind.. of what was being done to me then and how i felt so helpless and alone. who was there when i needed someone? no one, but the Lord. tonight i sleep in peace. though i may be alone but i know that the spirit of the sovereign Lord is with me.
Lord, i choose, i choose to nail every of the memory, every cry, every pain, every hurt that come haunting at the cross. i cannot let it grab onto me and swallow me up, NO.
i hate sin. I HATE IT.
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