yes, alright, im recounting those memories again. and its like, for a while, i thought i lost them. but now, im picking them up again. like, i just think that they are not meant to be thrown away anyway. i should just treasure it now since im going to grow old one day and slowly forgetting them.

today, during english lesson, mrs cheong talked all bout the consequences from your every action. i guess she was right. one has conscience, what is done is done and you just have to face the sins you have planted. and from there, my mind was drifted off again, to five years back or so... where life was just so innocent, and how friendship lasts and love is like as pure as DISTILLED WATER. haha. (: so sweet yeahh? its never gonna be the same again since time waits for no man.

i met zhen yuan yesterday on bus 196. i wished i could have plucked up the courage and asked for his number since i havent been catching up with him for sometime. its like, he's mature now and muscular unlike the plump little boy i used to know. to be honest here, he used to have a crush on me. and he did all sorta things to win me over. but nar, that time i just thought its rather stupid. come to think of it, its rather sweet having to accept a CRYSTAL SWAN and i didnt know i was that popular then.

then suddenly i rmb daryl again. all the flashbacks just ran through my mind continously like a movie. so vivid as usual. and now, i would rate my top 3 best memories with whoever it is. dont be sad if you are not up there! it certainly takes time and of course hard for me to have a deep impression on something! (:
1. daryl waited for me sooo long at my house's bus stop on that stormy night just to ask for a catch up.
2. the whole of 21 february 2006.
3. the day i watched the movie: the nun, in june last year.
hey guys, anyway, i wanna make things clear here too. im saying all these now isnt because im still missing daryl or whatsoever but its all because those memories just floated back. i know they have been hidden in the darkest corner of my heart for a long time and they need to come back once in a while and to let me know that they are still there. i know, i dont wanna neglect them too. look, sometimes i really catch myself smiling at myself when im all alone on the bus cos i always rmb things like that. i no longer treat them as stupid things but surprisingly, they are those funny little parts and parcels of my memories that i definitely wanna keep throughout my life because they may seem silly to you, but special for me. and its like, my brain cant fit so much thing, but i DIE DIE also will want to keep my best friends like MUNYEE in my heeart always. (:

sorry for nagging again. im glad you finished reading all those up there. and if you happened to be my junior reading this right now, i bet you dont know whats going on. haha, its okay, since your still dont know me well enough. i shall tell your my grandma's story some other time. or you can just approach my current LIVE DIARY a.k.a. HOMUNYEE. and that means i tell her everything. haha. AND THAT INCLUDES ALL MY PASSWORD IN MY HANDPHONE. haha. MUNYEE, I TRUST YOU!! (:

i thank God for blessing me and everyone else around me, even if it includes my enemies. HAHA. but oh well, actually before mrs cheong's voice wake me up, the last thing i rmb i was thinking of was... singing baa baa black sheep. but when my mouth started opening after lessons, i sang, "but if i let you go, i would never know, what my life would be, holding you close to me. will i ever see, you smiling back at me, oh yeah, how i would i know, if i let you go..." i mean it.