girl, sorry, im so so sorry... after only reading you post, i know that i have irritated you, disturbed you... should have given you the freedom right? but i want you to know, at that moment, when i saw you walking out of the school, i ran sooo fast i didnt know what i was doing... i was just so worried you might just dash out into the road and do anything silly... i thought my accompany might make you feel better... alright, maybe im wrong, but please please i beg you, never give up? cos i havent a time given up on you cos yes, i still see the old vidya in you. you are just right there, but dont let these things overcome you. rmb what i told you? ms tan really really wants you to play, but of course, we need to get your health back first right? nobody's looking down you cmon. i knwo you can do it too. sometimes, i just run out of words to say but i believe you know what i want to say. then listen, will you? you existence really matters to me. you are going to pass o levels with flying colours. you are going to be a very successful person in life. you are going to. YES YOU ARE.