hmm, apparently, i want you to know that the last paragraph from the previous post was meant for you. im waiting for you to fill it up. but im not sure if it will leak or not. im so sorrie. i really feel touched after reading it. been thinking lotsa stuff ytd when i rather down. guess what? vid's been telling me how good a guy you are. haha. indeed siding you. and its like, you are the last man standing you know? haha, hope you understand that. and yeahh, anw, maybe.. we should be back to last time, how close we were that time, but also its time to study. so, aiyah, i dont know how to say this but i know you are smart enough to understand. i hope you meant what you say cos i meant it too. i enjoyed your company and really love the way you make me smile with your weird jokes. its just so special unlike others. we may seem to have little time with each other, but still we know how important we are to each other. so i really really really really really hope we can study hard together and get into the same JC together and yeah, by that time, we would probably be ready? i do hope so. one last thing, rmb how i keep seeing you in school everyday and yet only smile to each other? so many a time i got the urge to go up to you and say, hey, hows everything? we havent been talking... its like, STRANGER. i dont want that to happen okay. haha. i dont wanna feel awkward everytime i see you. i wanna be natural. so must you okay? and thank you sooo much for changing for the better, whether it is for me or not. wondering how you are feeling now, cos im still a little confused bout whats going between us, and i dont wanna our work to be affected too. see you around tmr recess! (: