boo! timothy's not online again. and i got no one to grumble at! saddd. haha. zz. its okay, store my anger and vent it on the ice-cream. but nar, not tonight, i just had a PROPER DINNER, yeahh, right, rice and soup. haha. so that's enough for me.

today school sucked. its so rainy, and its leaking on the roof! gosh. and im freaking drenched when im back, and i dont wanna fall sick! but i already am. oh well, anyway, then after school we are supposed to go for CCA open house and then i cant! why? that's because i got the freaking idiotic AEM. I WASTED MY 3HRS LISTENING TO A LECTURE I DONT SEEM TO UNDERSTAND AT ALL. ITS ALL BUOT BUSINESS. lol. my juniors are joining softball toO! cool. i inspired them to be student leaders too. that's my goal.
okay, next, today, i heard rumors on the this guy named, ZHIXIANG, and me, and the rumor says: HE LIKES ME. and he's younger. NO WAY!! haha. that's evil and direct but im sorry, he's like my cute little brother ((: so what's up with him, and his friends?! crapp. dont spoil my reputation. im the school's CARE & CONCERN ambassador. cmon, pleaseeee.
so that's also this AEM after school that really tires me out. and i also had a great time laughing. obviously thanks to simin as usual. POORNIMA ACTUALLY LEFT EARLY WITH FIFI. wth. they pon-ded. haha. and there's this guy, that somehow keep attracting my attention after hearing my giggles when im sitted behind him. and guess what, he got a freaking DUMB NAME called, MICHAEL JORDAN. ya, and my name is AVRIL LAVIGNE. LOL. yeahh, he's retarded honestly, following me hear and there, everywhere. HAHA, lucky i was with munyee and simin. (: so freaking irritatinggggggggg.

when i went home with julian, he sorta "scolded" me. really made me cry after i get down. he was like " PANGSEH LA!?" then i blur blur and ask what. and he said cos i drift away from the clique. so he asked "dont wanna see ahmad is it?" so what's he's prob man. dragging him in again. rubbish la. and its like i dont know why but i was having a very bad headache so cant be bothered with him. lala. julian did wake me up, but so? AHMAD ISNT IN NTSS ANYMORE. ALAL. AND WHY SHOULD I AVOID HIM. WHO IS HE MAN. BLAH BLAH. i hang out with the sec 1s isnt because im pathetic, its because i have changed, get it? thanks for being understanding.