to anonymous:
you know, everytime i thought i have forgotten certain things... you never failed to remind me of them all over again;
everytime i catch myself smiling and laughing alone, i know its all because those memories came back;
everytime when tears begin to fill my face, i know its all because i started wondering why i cant go back time; everytime i thought promises are meant to be fulfilled but now i know im wrong cos they are meant to be broken; everytime i eat ice cream cos im supposed to be happy but im lying but no one knows why;
everytime i wanna start this life all over again but i always cant do it.
everytime when i tried to pluck up the courage to love again, i prayed that history wont repeat itself. but even if it didnt, another sad story would befall on me. that's why its not as easy as how one can do it. you may be able to, but sorry, i dont know how. once bitten, twice shy. i cant help but fill myself with regrets.if only love is as easy as spoken, i would be the happiest girl on Earth.

everytime i hope that you would be there for me,
you would always be there.


but not for me.








and only for her.