hmm, just now went out to take a walk at clementi central and also to the big book shop to stock up my correction tapes. so yeahh, the breeze that blew onto my face might be cold, but indeed woke me up. i have think through much things but havent really come to a conclusion. but thanks friends, i know your havent once given up on me so i hope i wouldnt do this to myself too. now i truly know who are the ones that care, the ones that bother. thank God for letting you be there, be the pillar of guoyi when she's down. however, its time for me to learn how to slowly pick up after this fall. i need to learn how to walk myself, cos i know i wouldnt be able to rely on you guys for the rest of my lives as if treating your as my clutches. trust me, i can do it! i just need a little help once in a while every now and then when im falling back.

okay, and now, i need to get back to work cos there's a tons waiting for me right behing me now on my table. sigh sigh, feel like skipping school tmr, should i?

anyway, also made this ugly skin. but i thought its rather meaningful and true. oh well, blame myself who i have done. what i reap is what i sow. i gotta live with it. hey guoyi, you have had enough, time to get back to yourself? *poof* *tink* she's back! here she comes...